While I was trying to create in my head great, great idea for the main page for my new web site (thanks to M.H.), this afternoon I found out that my blog is not good. I had remark, critics from dear and young and ambitious friend of mine ( the names won’t be mentioned here), and all started from the chat on pagerank. Ha! Ok, my ‘blog is not famous’ as it is not agressive and does not scream …anything obvious, right? Then, he continued with ‘try to write longer and more interesting articles (!!! ok, shall i make the third e-zine?!, good idea, thanks!), though not to write too long either (sure, minimalist in me), and when i started questioning myself, he said:” it’s not bad….but it’s very short all the time” —> Does size matter? and “just try to make it interesting…. bring something new in it” (hm, science theory on global warming, or experiment provocative photos for male population , as purpose for gender studies - my photos included?, hm or semantic web, or better than that, ‘allergy’ topic of web 2.0 maybe?). Sollution —> Allen’s Axiom: When all else fails, read the instructions! Suddenly i had strong attack of the headache when he continued with: “well… i never learned anything new on your blog”. ??? Excuse me?? Voila! —> Well, I thought: don’t read everything you believe. Then, next one: “but you should do it more personnal….and to do it more often” (to get back on my decolte?), and when I said that i should stop blogging (as i did 4 times before, with blogging experience since 2003 ) and then as blog-addict start over again), friend told me to ‘take some time to rest and do it when i feel better’ (well, i won’t feel better until i find out what’s wrong). And after continuing and sending me the link of ‘inspirational geek blog’ , I was so over to read anything, and absurd situation of comparing individual and cooporative blog (and that ‘refered’ blog, so ‘the great one” after deep evaluation with older colleague, we came to conclusion that it’s medium quality blog, especially considering the fact that few people stand behind it, with one editor). So, I went outside with all ‘belle de jour’ (in marc jacobs, he got 3/10) and in my ‘long black nazzi boots’ equipment for frozen nights and walked (ran?) two, three, four blocks to clear myself on minus 2. In the meantime, I tried to send text messages (with gloves on my fingertips) to a colleague (who is the expert in blogging), for ‘reality check’ < ‘hi, i have a question: is my blog really that bad and if so, what is wrong with it?”). When i turned back, he called me to say that my blog is fine, great and unique and that I should keep on blogging. And old, sage people have the same answer (similar i heard 3 years ago from prof.P.J. , got 6/10) - “everyone is unique in its own way”.

By the way, the friend who criticized meant well (”to improve my blog”) , though I have his words still in my head (’people should feel that you enjoy the writing’), hey I’m a writer for more than 15 years! I lost my ability and concentration to continue with designing the page for the web site (thanks!), and got encouragement from the colleague to keep on good blogging (’ blog is good one’ ) as i did before. And, do you ‘feel’ if I enjoy the writing? If not, please do touch the screen!
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